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Monday, May 25, 2009
Posted By RavenWest
5:58 PM
Life in Sec3 is bullcrap =.=.No aces for Mid-years WTF?This is the worst results i ever had in the history of studying in Dunearn?So far i only managed to pass 5/8 subjects.Humanities BOMBED due to fact that i hated HISTORY and SS so much ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.Sian liao lo happy new year,gong xi fa cai -_-".Im feeling super tired and drained and im still sad that i failed GEOG[Fuck?].I HATE YOU for pushing me way above what im capable of achieving.You knew that i was under great pressure already yet you ignored and continued to press on.My patience has it limits and you've stepped over the line.I have tolerated enough of your nonsense that you threw at me for the past years.Im so sick of this,you made me felt that im a failure.For the past 2 years ive been aceing my Geog and scoring well for other subjects,you were happy.You said:"You scored so well,in the end not for me,but for yourself right?" That was all?Yeaps,that was all.No monetary rewards?Perhaps an increased in allowance?I worked hard just to avoid your hurtful words.I remembered once when i didnt do well,you didnt say much but you did say something.I was wounded badly.Maybe some people just dont get it.There are things that you can say and the choice is yours,but when you decide to say something mean,even an apology would not suffice to mend the broken heart.Maybe it wont matter to be hurt over and over again.All i have to do is just smile and say "it's okay",all i have to do is to chuck one whole day of pain until night.where i toss and turn in bed.Annoying piece of shit.Get the fuck of my sight.
Today Is Special Day =]
ILY.
Posted By RavenWest
5:58 PM
